Barusan dapet kabar dari papah kalo ada kesempatan buat magang di Bank Indonesia. And this is so damn confusing... Soalnya ketentuan magang dari kampus harus berkelompok :(
Padahal magang di BI udah pasti prestisius banget. Dapet gaji pula. Terus pembimbingnya phd dari Perancis. Hmmmm

R

When both of your parents just give an "R" to your chat...smile.
Because someone out there doesn't even have one.

Tokyo

Damped road, yield of the evening rain.

A grandma with her knitted coat stands on the side of black and white, wants to go to the other side.

Bright light, red and green, some yellow and blue.

High edifice, tryinna touch the dark skyline.

The pale Moon smiles faintly, calls some Stars to drive out Her loneliness.

Some stores decorated in Christmas feel.

The tree, the star above, the colorful lights, and the fake snow on it.

How I wish to be there now, or someday.

I believe, there will be my path on that drenched sidewalk someday.

Touch the wall of the huge skyscrapers with the tip of my finger.

Smiles back to the Moon, so She will have another friend beside the Stars.

Drink a cup of hot milk at the Caffè with a Christmas tree placed inside.

Do you know what is like to be ignored by your own parents?
When you send them tons of messages but they just read it, not even reply it with a single smile.
It hurts sometimes but I pretend to be the cool one.
I'm not a blunt person when it comes to a matter like this one.
So I just keep it for myself.
Hide under my pillow, and find it soaked when I open my eyes.
So how?

Matthew 6:34 :)

Relax! ;;)

Don't be Stressed =]

Hope y'all be strong in all your trouble. Remember that God always be with us and He'll never leave. Cheers... =]

My Only Hope :)

Hmmmmmm, lagi-lagi gue harus bilang........ "Long time no see!"

Udah lama banget yah gue nggak nulis apa pun di blog ini. Kalo blog ini adalah sebuah ruangan atau sebuah benda, mungkin blog ini udah berdebu banget. Udah nggak kesentuh sejak bulan Juli, 1 hari sebelum bulan Agustus. Tepatnya tanggal 31 Juli 2011 ahaha ribet amat mau ngomong gitu doang.

Selama selang waktu yang cukup panjang itu,tentu aja udah sangat banyak hal-hal yang terjadi dalam hidup gue. Gue udah jadi anak kuliahan nih selama hampir 5 bulan ini. Aaaaaaaaaaaaawwww nggak nyangka kan gue bisa survive selama itu sendirian. Secara dulu gue orangnya yaaaah you know lah. Kagak bisa yang namanya mandiri hahahahah.....

Gue menikmati banget hidup gue di Solo ini. Banyak banget pahit manis kehidupan yang bisa gue pelajarin di sini. Banyak banget pertolongan Tuhan yang gue rasakan sangat nyata di hidup gue. Banyak mujizat yang secara nggak sadar tuh gue alamin. Banyak juga doa yang sadar nggak sadar ternyata dikabulin Tuhan. Gue bener-bener bersyukur bisa dikasih kesempatan buat mengalami ini semua. Gue bersyukur buat temen-temen yang udah Tuhan kirimkan buat gue. Buat segala berkat juga yang udah Tuhan limpahkan selama ini. :)

Jujur aja gue baru merasakan bener-bener butuh Tuhan sejak gue merantau ini. Lu tau kan gimana rasanya berjuang sendiri di kota orang tanpa kenal siapa-siapa (pada awalnya)? Urgh, itu bener-bener like a nightmare (ya enggak juga deh). Tapi mau itu kaya nightmare atau adventure, yang jelas, saat lu sendirian itu lu akan sadar...... Bahwa satu-satunya pribadi yang bisa selalu nemenin lu tuh cuma 1. Pribadi yang bisa selalu nolongin lu tuh cuma 1.......

Yes, only Jesus Christ. He's the only one that always stands by your side. He always hears you. He always wipes out your tear. He'll never leave you. He'll never sleep.

Hmmmmmmmm......... Satu hal yang paling mengena buat gue adalah...... "He's my only hope and He's the only one who I can depend on...."

"Let your mercy rest on us, O LORD, since we wait with hope for you. "-Psalms 33:22

God Bless!!!!! ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Sincerely, Monica Kishi Sefira K.